*wakes up sexually frustrated* *goes to school sexually frustrated* *goes to bed sexually frustrated* *buried in my grave sexually frustrated*
A summary of my current being:
So Mars is in retrograde, and shall be for a long time. This is my ruling planet so I’m apparently supposed to be calmer?
My enlightenment class is in the emotional level, and this week deals with the amethyst light, which is your gut chakra area. This light is also ruled by Mars, and is the inner warrior ray. Whilst clearing and activating said light, it shall dive into your anxiety/depression, gut feelings. Best believe, I felt that shit the moment we activated it yesterday.
The past two weeks or so, I’ve had days where I spent the entire day having no clue what the actual day was. Time means absolutely nothing to me lately and yet I manage to always be where I need to be, on time. I’m dreaming so much, but not sleeping not quite as much anymore, but not tired. My ears are currently on fire because today was a test of my patience to say the least.
Basically, every new day I feel one less foot in this 3D world, and a bit closer to the other realms out there.
It’s strange, the power I’ve felt, and gained lately.
|15 hours ago|
And our lights now unfold in the dark
And our eyes are now bright to the sun
We thought we’re doing this all wrong
She didn’t want me to know what goes on behind these walls
You know you really had my heart
We broke all the locks and ran out of our walls
I told you from the start that I’d never tear you apart
You left my heart on the floor
You dug my grave in the bed
Your lips against my ear
Said “I’ll never leave your head”
Like a spider now
Spinning webs in my brain
You sink your venom in
Love, it rushes through my veins
Are you breaking all the glass around your eyes?
You care for me, you care in disguise
As you piece parts of my heart, I find parts of yours.
|1 day ago|